the angry boy a bit to insane

the title has no relevance i was just listening to that song and i like that line.

i really love that song because it talks about putting the past away and friendship or love i guess how you look at it, but it says so much and i can sing every word... almost.

my little leo, by the way since he such a sissy puppy boy he is named after leo from that 70's show, the hippie, i thought maybe it would make him more manly, any who little leo has his head on my laptop looking up at me. its pretty cute, he wants more muffin and now he just did a pathetic little bark. apparently this a rambler blog. i was just thinking how cool it would be to be a spoiled dog they never have to do anything and they just get to look cute and beg for muffin. perfect. for along time i didn't even like my dog because i missed my old dog macy she died this summer and she was perfect but then we got leo and it was weird, but he is growing on me with his puppy bratty ways.



when i get old i really want to bird watch and use it as an excuse to people watch, i find people fassssscinating. how they interact with others, body language all of it. when i see a person i give them a name and what they do and decide if they are happy and wonder what they are thinking i think i could possibly be weird for that, but it is a fun game.

so today, i talked to Megan on the phone to tell her it will be okay. she knows. then kort and i went to dinner we wanted to go to red robbin but there was not even a parking spot so we went to applebees or apple bees? i have no idea but they were really friendly, i didn't know they held the door or you, i was shocked i thought it was cool. i love nice people, they make my day. i'm gonna work on being that nice person that makes people's days.
we ate and had friendly people except fir our waiter he was...weird, and he asked me if i wanted a salad with my pasta i said yes not knowing i had to pay an extra 4 bucks for it, i thought it was rude to not tell me it was more money. tricky man he was.

after the movie we went and saw bedtime stories. the little pig thing was adorable. i loved it. other than that it was okay.

then i came home. and i am here on my bed blogging not the most exciting day but a lot happened in a way. i was thinking about it, how scary is it going to be when high school is over and we are not teenagers anymore. we wont have an excuse to be dumb anymore that scares me i really don't want to grow up, some of it is fun but others no. we all complain about stupid high school and how much drama there is, when really if you want to stay away from drama you can and high school is our blanket of safety. it's just scary.


i think i'm done.