Sunday, January 4, 2009

just another witty title.

the end of a magical break.

I'm sad to go back to the simple minded halls of high school, but then i think about it and we only have a few more things to get through and summer will be here. The pace that school is going is frighting. i still remember sophomore year and now I'm reaching the end of my first semester in Jr year. High school really does fly.
i have to say last night was one of the best nights of break it was not anything spectacular, i just went over to kortney's, wow shocker, and we did a lot of things planned an amazing spring break got our parents okay and started inviting people, ps if you are reading this and you know you are invited pleasss remember to ask.

sadly Kort and i had our first almost slightly altercation, i laugh it was a misunderstanding of a text because Kortney was snooping. i laugh at this.

i really have no idea why last night was great, it just was.

today i have spent my time cleaning and cleaning out my school stuff getting things all organized putting the finishing touches on my two essays that are due tomorrow, stressing about my Clint Thomas story. i have this horrible feeling that when i get back to school I'm going to crumble and fail miserably. i am dropping chemistry for that reason, i know its a "quitter" thing to do, but i really think it is necessary for my sanity. when I'm in that class i feel as though I'm a goose trying to fly with ducks, i honk they quack. The unknown and the reasons just because don't make it easy for my brain to grasp. i suppose i am a quitter but I'm okay with that for once. when it comes to chemistry that is. In place of my second period i am taking painting I'm sure i will not be very good at it, but i really don't care i want to go in put my ipod in and listen to music and paint i could just swirl my brush around for all i care i will pretend I'm amazing.

ending, i love self improvement I'm embarking on a journey to improve myself. It's fun.

3 comments:

  1. my mom is making me go to arizona for spring break :(
    I HATE ARIZONA!

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  2. haha you're going to have painting with colin.

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